DEP @ No Black Tie (2003)

Anyone you know in this picture?

This is the last show we played before we gone missing for few years. I still haven't got my double-chin and extra belly in these photos. I miss that skinny guy!

The show was not going so well since I did not bring a guitar strap and my guitar fucked me up big time by keeping silent (wiring issues) and it took us like 15mins to get prepared. I still remember that Roslan Aziz was the soundman or something. I'm totally pissed cuz I had blew my chance to impress him and sign me under R.A.P................ NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, you can't win all the time...

Anyway, thanks to everybody for your patience that night...It has never been our intention to keep you guys waiting...

p/s: Kuchalana delivered one hell of a show that night. Full of intensity and passion. But sadly, Zemang was missing... :(

IT KILLS YOU!

You don't have to cry if they leave you
It won't make you feel much better
You don't have to lie if they like you
Cuz they only gonna make you suffer

Those past years I thought you've learn a lot
Spare us with some of your big thoughts
But we're wrong, you'll never regret
Prepare to die, cuz that what you'll get

You know that it kills you
Rotting every single second
You know that it kills you
So be glad we don't have to mention...
It anymore...

Do you think it's really healthy
With that 10 bucks you gotta pay
Do you think it's really worth it
With the life you have to give away

You know that it kills you
Rotting every single second
You know that it kills you
So be glad we don't have to mention...
It anymore...

Needles... you've shared
Life... despair!

You don't have to cry if they leave you
It won't make you feel much better
You don't have to lie if they like you
Cuz they only gonna make you suffer

You know that it kills you
Rotting every single second
You know that it kills you
So be glad we don't have to mention...
It anymore...
Not anymore!

SHE'S NOT WORTH IT

You said you love her like... hell
Your crazy feeling is hard to tell
But you don't know she's just not that worth it
One day she'll dump you... you'll see!

Lemme tell ya somethin'

She's not worth it
She's not healthy
She's not worth it
Cuz she's not that worth it anymore

Not anymore...

She sleeps with anyone she loves to
Though she said that she loves you
Wake up! She's just a bloody whore
Cuz she's not that worth it anymore

Lemme tell ya somethin'

She's not worth it
She's not healthy
She's not worth it
Cuz she's not that worth it anymore
Not anymore...

STUPIDITY RULES! (YOU)

People are moving but you still there
Don’t know what to do
Inject that macho thing into your self
Makes you look like a fool
You know everything that’s what you think
But stupidity still rules you
It still rules you!

You just love to criticize
But where’s your contribution?
Violent flame is in your eyes
And there’s no solution

Spreading lies to all those kids
For your own priority
Misguiding them into your tribe
That is how it’s got to be
You know everything that’s what you think
But stupidity still rules you
It still rules you!

You just love to criticize
But where’s your contribution?
Violent flame is in your eyes
And there’s no solution

SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES

Jealousy which brings you nowhere
With your coldest stare
Your wicked soul urged to mislead
Sewing those evil seeds
Friends turned foes, love became hatred
You tried to be un-you though I know how much you hate it
Rebelling without a cause
It’s like boozing without a pause

And you’ll suffer the consequences

Standing clueless at a junction
With loads of hesitation
Turning back is not your option
Keep going that wrong direction
You know you’re lost, but admitting means losing
In this thing you called war but still for me it’s nothing
Egotistic only rules
To people that I called fools

And they’ll suffer the consequences

And they’ll suffer!

Jealousy which brings you nowhere
With your coldest stare
Your wicked soul urged to mislead
Sewing those evil seeds
Friends turned foes, love became hatred
You tried to be un-you though I know how much you hate it
Rebelling without a cause
It’s like boozing without a pause

And you’ll suffer the consequences

You told me nobody could bring you down
But I can see your pain through your reflection

SOLDERED BY PAIN

I can see that swollen face
I know your pride has been disgraced
When you’re crawling
Your tears falling
You’ve been soldered by pain

I can see that big grey sky
I can see that smoke gets in your eyes
This air we’re breathing
It’s so suffocating
We’ve been soldered by pain

No one cares if it’s not right
No one care if we’re inside
This unbearable pain
Release us from these chains
We just wished for once that we could stand on our feet again
Stand on our feet again!

I can hear the children cry
Their needs have long been denied
Their bellies need filling
To keep on living
They’ve been soldered by pain

This world is so full of lies
People we meet, they’re full of disguises
They all pretending
To know our feelings
That we’ve been soldered by pain

No one cares if it’s not right
No one care if we’re inside
This unbearable pain
Release us from these chains
We just wished for once that we could stand on our feet again
Stand on our feet again!

WHERE I BELONG

I wish I was at the place where I belong
Being alone as a stranger, bad vibes are getting stronger
Those wasted days made me feel so wrong
Well I don’t wanna be here, please take me back to the place where I belong

My smiles fake my agony
Do you think it’s that easy?
Pride swallowing is possible
But how long could I keep this invisible?

The things that I’ve said
Promise I made
The damage I’ll mend
But will the pain ever end?

I wish I was at the place where I belong
Can’t stay any longer when things are getting harder
This misery has been here for so long
Well I don’t wanna be here, please take me back to the place where I belong

My smiles fake my agony
Do you think it’s that easy?
Pride swallowing is possible
But how long could I keep this invisible?

The things that I’ve said
Promise I made
The damage I’ll mend
But will the pain ever end?